Human Ingenuity – Our Greatest Magic

Posted in Creativity, Economics, Empowerment, Nature on May 20, 2010 by Evon Davis

A lot of people have mentioned all the miracles of human technology and ingenuity, especially when we pull together for a greater cause, rather than focusing solely on our own desires. What I’d like to know is why we, as a society, refuse to make even the slightest shift away from petroleum, even in the simplest ways. We all want to have our cake and eat it too. We want it all cheap, plentiful, and right now, without acknowledging the true costs.

But the fact is, if we make the effort to transition our economy away from its near-total reliance on petroleum, eventually the new energy technologies will also be cheap and plentiful. It’s the transition that is difficult, but it’ll have to come eventually.

Oil wells dry out. That’s why we’ve moved to deep off-shore drilling. The truth is, consumption is increasing, while the supply is in decline. And every time we stretch out further in search of petroleum, it gets more difficult and costly. Why not stretch our human ingenuity and creativity instead, in truly new directions?

We, as a species, have done it before. We can do it again. After all, once all we had was wood and dung. Do you think we have reached the limits of what we are capable of? Is this really the best we can do? It doesn’t need to be about waiting around for other people to come up with the solutions.

You could be like the first person to pick up two sticks and rub them together. That’s all ingenuity is, just opening your mind to new ideas and possibilities, rather than waiting around for someone else to do it. The solution might not be the next big bang, but just a lot of little light bulbs turning on in our heads that makes the difference. I’m working on ideas too, but it would be so much more exciting if our whole country got motivated to make the necessary changes to lessen our reliance on petroleum.

A Paradigm Shift Is On Its Way

Posted in A Writer's Life, Alchemy, Creativity, Economics, Empowerment, Mysteries, Nature, Power, The Fool's Journey on May 19, 2010 by Evon Davis

In my latest novel, Journey to Artemisia, Trinity is learning about all different kinds of magic.  One of the first forms of magic she learns is the magic of writing.  The reason I call it magic is because when I write, I know that anything is possible. 

Don Juan said, “What we need to do to allow magic to get hold of us is to banish doubt from our minds.  Once doubts are banished, anything is possible.”

He also said, “Sorcery is not incantations and hocus-pocus, but the freedom to perceive not only the world taken for granted, but everything else that is humanly possible.”

At the moment, we are in a massive paradigm shift. 

As my mom said this morning, “Here we are. Unfortunately we need gas and oil or our economy comes to a screeching halt. Do we hear Obama and Congress making any move toward sustainable energy? Small cars anyone? Subsidies for passive solar construction? Support for small, local, organic farms? Public transportation development? I can think of a hundred things we could do and I’m just an idiot. Why can’t they?”

It’s just a matter of time. 

I see myself trapped in old ways of thinking and behaving, then I say to myself, “If I, someone who really cares about this stuff, am having such a difficult time making the shift, then how can I expect change from those who don’t even want to change?”

Well, I think at this moment, I’m going to get off the computer and go do something else for a while, and meditate on this.

Why I Love Avatar

Posted in A Writer's Life, Empowerment, Independence, Mysteries, Power, Warrior Training, Warrior-Goddess on February 28, 2010 by Evon Davis

I used to hate politics, thought it was the most boring thing in the world. In my early twenties I was in the army and air force reserves. It taught me that politics matter. I became a fanatical war history buff and majored in political science and economics, with minors in history and international studies. In my mind I had a very powerful question: is war ever necessary? Well, the answers I came up with turned me into a peace activist.

Ironically most people in the military (and US citizens) have never actually read the Declaration of Independence or the Constitution of the United States of America. The Declaration of Independence is a stunning call to revolution and insists on the right of people to overthrow their government (including our own). It is an unbelievably subversive document. We celebrate it every year, but how many people have ever actually read it?

Not only that, but very few people bothered to do any research into reasons that Bush and his crowd might want to attack Afghanistan or Iraq other than their public rhetoric. I heard people making moronic statements like “Iraq bombed us on 9/11 so we have to fight back.”

Fucking assholes can’t get their facts straight and know absolutely nothing about the history… about how the US government supported a vicious, greedy dictator in Iran and after the Iranian revolution, funded Hussein for years during the eight-year Iran-Iraq war. So many people died in that war, they were left to putting guns in the hands of little boys and sending them off to their deaths.

That war might never have happened if it hadn’t been for US funding and certainly would not have lasted as long. Then after a year of Iraq demanding that Kuwait stop taking oil from under Iraqi soil and threatening to attack them if they didn’t stop, the US ambassador was told to make the statement to Hussein that the US would not take a stand either way in an Iraq-Kuwait dispute. They intentionally set him up to invade Kuwait. It was all about getting a military base close to the world’s largest oil reserves.

And when the US invaded Iraq in 2003, people were putting little plastic (petroleum) flags on their cars as if to say, “Fuck you, you’re not human and it’s our oil anyway.”

I used to get chills all over my body and tears in my eyes when I stood for the National Anthem. But when, as a political science major, I started to learn the truth about what some people in the US government have done around the world in Latin America, the Middle East, Africa, etc. I was devastated. It was like how I would feel if I found out my father were a child molester.

I’m a strong believer in living like a warrior and it’s not about blindly killing or sacrificing one’s life. It’s all about energy. In martial arts, they teach how to use energy and never to use force when it can be avoided. A warrior, like a mage, must learn to respect the Mysteries.

I loved Avatar because I’ve never seen a film that depicted these ideas so well. The Na’vi just wanted to live in harmony with their planet and each other. But the humans blindly demolished everything in their way because the Corporation told them to do so.

Fortunately there were a few who stood up for what was right and those were the true warriors. I especially liked the blue girl and the female pilot.

In my latest novels, I’ve created female characters who are called to serve the warrior-goddess Artemis. I’m not interested in trash about “man-eaters” and “shopaholics”. In my opinion, books like that are degrading to women.

Don’t get me wrong, the goddess is sensual and feminine as well. Men are not the enemy in my novels, nor in my life. The antagonist in my novels is a certain way of thinking — and it’s personified in some of the characters — a way of thinking that is overly rational, materialistic, narrow-minded, destructive, blind, unconscious, ignorant, intolerant, greedy, ego-centric, etc.

Like High-Stakes Gambling

Posted in A Writer's Life, Career Moves on February 21, 2010 by Evon Davis

I’m feeling more grounded now.  Since I first began the submission process a week ago, I’ve come to realize that this part is a full-time job in itself.  I spend 8 hours a day just doing research on agents, what they like, reading their websites and blogs, drafting personalized query letters, etc., etc.  And after all that I’ve still only sent out 3 queries, and made a couple of stupid mistakes, but oh well.  I’m learning as I go.
 
I’m now compliling a list of agent information (an agent database), and will start the submission process again on wednesday.  I’m timing my submissions with the astrological alignments.  I figure I need all the help I can get. 
 
I think it’s sort of like trying to become a high stakes gambler.  There are so many factors at work, some of them have to do with skill and some of it is just timing and the luck of the draw.  But anyone who wants it badly enough just has to keep playing the game.

Identity Crisis at the Crossroads

Posted in A Writer's Life, Career Moves on February 20, 2010 by Evon Davis

Well, as I mentioned, I’ve begun making submissions of The Magical Diaries of Lilith Fyerider.  Actually I’ve only made 3 so far and I already feel wiped out and am now at a crossroads having an identity crisis.
 
I ask myself, why on earth did I choose a calling in such a competitive industry?  But the problem is that I didn’t choose it.  It choose me. 
 
Just to give you a taste of what it’s like out there, check out this blog: http://arcaedia.livejournal.com/
 
Here’s her website:  http://jenniferjackson.org
 
The problem I’m having is with the genre I’m writing in.  Is it fantasy?  Is it literary fiction?  Is it literary fantasy?  When the agent says they take literary fantasy, I use that category.  If they take literary fiction or fantasy, no problem.  But what about when they say they take literary fiction, but do not take fantasy?  Unfortunately a lot of agents take one or the other, not both, so I don’t know what to do.
 
My writing these past few years seems to want to move toward the fantasy genre, but not fully into it.  Should I start writing for the market?  Should I start writing full-blown fantasy fiction in order to get published? 
 
Should I take the word “Magical” out of the title and try to sell it as “literary fiction with speculative elements?”
 
Who am I anyway?  What do I want?  What do I believe in?  I really do feel like I’m at a crossroads in my life and I’m having an identity crisis.
 
Anyway, for the moment, I guess I’m backing off from the submission process for a bit until I can get myself centered and grounded again.  I’ve decided to do some research into genre fiction (those are books shelved in their own categories – not general or literary fiction – such as mysteries, westerns, science fiction, fantasy, horror, etc.). 
 
If I’m going to write genre fiction, I would write fantasy or science fiction, but first I have to see if I can actually do it.

Oh my god!

Posted in A Writer's Life, Career Moves, Warrior-Goddess on February 19, 2010 by Evon Davis

This blog is hilarious:  http://www.therejectionist.com

I’m exhausted, but it made me laugh.  I’ve been researching and polishing my query letter since Valentine’s Day (thank god I have no love life to get in the way).  Got up at 5:00 am.  Been working at the query thing, reasearching, and drafting all day.  Almost 10 hours.  Did I mention I’m exhausted. 

Okay, that laugh broke me from my obsessive-compulsive-addictive behavior.  Time for the OCD warrior-goddess to take a break.

It’s Been Way Too Long…

Posted in A Writer's Life, Career Moves, Colorado on February 19, 2010 by Evon Davis

since I last posted on this blog.  Time to get back to it. 

I thoroughly enjoyed it while I was on a roll, but then stuff happened.  Mostly good.   Although this blog originally had a wider focus, I think for a while I’ll stick to the subject of writing. 

I wrote the first scene for The Magical Diaries of Lilith Fyerider in March 2008 and completed the first draft on Friday, September 4th, 2009.  I remember that day well… a beautiful late summer afternoon in Denver, clear blue skies, temperature just right, sitting on Elaine’s back patio, her garden in full bloom.  She gave me some of her cherry tomatoes to take home, right off the vine.

Five months later, I finished the revisions and have begun the query process, so far, mostly research. 

The Pikes Peak Writers Conference is coming around again in late April, which I’m planning to attend.  Other than that, it’s just write, write, write.  I’m now working on my next novel, Journey to Artemisia.

Countdown to Pikes Peak Writers Conference

Posted in A Writer's Life on April 4, 2009 by Evon Davis

How many days do I have left?  The deadline I’ve given myself to finish my latest novel is April 22nd.  So I have 19 days. 

The four-day conference starts on April 23rd and I need to have my manuscript completed by then.  It’s currently 500 pages and I’ve gone through and polished up the first 140 pages, so still have 360 to go, though I prefer to think of it in single-spaced typed pages, then it’s only 180.  That doesn’t sound so bad. 

So my goal is 10 single-spaced pages per day.  That means polishing up chapters 15 and 16 today.  That’s why I’m writing on my blog.  I’m avoiding the hard work.

Our First Practice Trip

Posted in A Writer's Life, Colorado, Traveling on March 27, 2009 by Evon Davis

Sarina and I are having a mini-adventure this weekend.  Strangely the first snow storm of the year decided to come today after an entirely mild winter and almost no snow.  When we woke up, there was only a bit of moisture on the ground. Then the snow started to fall heavily and we packed up and headed over to Elaine’s house.  She’s out of town, so we’re house-sitting for her.  It took an hour to drive only a few miles in the storm.

Now we’re sitting cozily in her house watching The Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood.  I’ve been told it’s really good, though I don’t yet know why.

The idea of a practice trip is to make sure that we have properly packed. After all, once we get on that plane to Dublin, we have to make due with what we have or buy things, so I wanted to make sure we’ve packed what we need. I realized on the drive over that I need some gaba and valerian (natural tranquilizers). I felt some anxiety (hate driving in snow storms) and will probably have to deal with more on the trip so will need something to take the edge off.

Though it also occurred to me that rather than having this little adventure, I could be sitting in that office with my brain rotting. Better to feel some anxiety and know that I’m alive, than sit in a chair my whole life and rot.

One of our duties as house-sitters is to go to the neighbor’s house and feed his dog while the owner is traveling.  I was saying to Sarina, “I sure hope everything goes smoothly.  One thing I really hate is having to clean up dog poop, so he better not poop in the house or anything.  Next thing I know, I heard this loud, “baaarrrffff!”  There on the floor was a huge pile of slimy dog barf. 

Sarina laughed and said, “Don’t worry.  I’ll clean it up.” 

I handed her paper towels and she did the dirty work.  Fortunately, it was on the tile floor and not the carpet.  Just watching her, I felt like I was going fucking vomit.

Dealing With Fear & Loneliness

Posted in A Writer's Life, Demons & Dragons, Independence, Love on March 25, 2009 by Evon Davis

Sometimes the best way to deal with fear and loneliness is just to go through the familiar motions of the day, staying present and grounded.  I promised someone that I would do my best to be strong and stand on my own two feet, so that’s what I have to do.

Even when you’re all grown up and have been living on your own for a long time, life can still feel scary and lonely sometimes.  So I’m going through the familiar motions today… brushing my teeth… unclogging the bathtub drain (seems to be a never-ending process)… doing the laundry… reading… balancing my checkbook… checking the mail… washing the dishes… taking out the trash… putting on makeup… going to the library… driving to Staples to trade in a keyboard I bought yesterday (bought the wrong kind for my new laptop)… inviting a friend over for dinner… cleaning my apartment, vacuuming, drinking tea, blogging, having sexual fantasies about someone… I can’t help myself!!!!

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